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Girls, I am the happiest person on this planet right now!!!
The reason?

I will see this person


A dream i dreamed for almost 5 years is coming true!!
I could hug the whole wide world right now!!!

God i am just too happy!!!
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I don't know how I feel the last days.
Am I sad? Am I angry? Am I disappointed?
I really have no idea...

All I know is, that I hate the fact that love exist.
Of course love is the most important thing in life. I know that.
Without the love of my family and friends I would not exist anymore.
But on the other hand love takes people from you, which are really important...

At first you are the best friend and 'the' other one says "I love you very much".
But when love in form of a partner enters the other ones life, it becomes totally different...
Then you are only 'a' friend and the other one says only "I love you"
And after a while you are only an acquaintance and there will be no "I love you" anymore...

And I am really afraid of this.
I am afraid, that love (even when the other is really happy)will take the ones I love from me!
And I am afraid that exactly this happens at the moment...
In such moments I feel so lonely and unsure and not needed...

Sometimes i really hate the love!

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So i will do the meme (even i don't like this things) ^^
Here you are

What song are you listening to?
Arashi - Monster

What drama are you currently watching?
I will rewatch Uta no onii-san from tomorrow ^^

What’s the most enjoyable thing you’ve done today?
I watched the 5x10 Tour DVD *_*

What is the one skill you wish you had?
That i can fly.

What's your current fandom/obsession/addiction?
ARASHI, Gackt, Mucc, J-doramas

What's your favorite song to dance to?
I did not dance in ages... so i can't answer this.

What Web sites do you always visit when you go online?
LJ, my e-mail account, myspace and various other sites

What was the last thing you bought?
fotos of Aiba Masaki *hihi*

Which fictional character would you like to be for one day?
Gandalf from Lord of the Rings. I want to be able to do magic like him. ^^

What movie would you recommend to friends?
Lord of the Rings 1-3 and Moon Child

Do you get cravings? If so, what do you crave?
from time to time yes. but the things i crave for are totally different.

What are the best places you’ve ever been?
Berlin, London and Hungary

What was the last meal you ate?
a yogurt

Do you want to learn another language?

Six things you can’t live without.
my family, my friends, my japanese music, concerts, my computer, and all my favourite japanese people XD

Apart from your computer/laptop, what's in front of you right now?
candles and my mobile phone

A favorite childhood memory?
all the times i was happy with my family ^^

What are you looking forward to?
29th of may, when i will be with my best friend again *yatta*

What are you planning to do after you finish this meme?
watching tv and then go to sleep ^^
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In Japan it is already the 25th of January, so here is my little birthday post for Sho-chan. ^^

HAPPY BIRTHDAY our little fail-boy! \^.^/
I hope that this year will be as good as the last one.
And please never change and be for ever and ever our Keio-fail-boy.
We love you the way you are. ^^
And i hope you will have a big party with the other 4 guys!

And now a picture, which was clear that I will post it. XDD

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So my friends.

I wish you a merry X-Mas and happy holy days.
Enjoy yourself and spend time with your family. ^^

And now the most important part! ^^


I want to thank you for always beeing so cheerful and happy.
You make me laugh, if I am depressed.
You make me just happy! ^^
I hope to have you a thousand years from now on. *laugh*
Love you.

This Is It

Nov. 3rd, 2009 05:21 pm
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Yesterday I went to the cinema to watch "This Is It".

And I can say: it was awesome!!!
I cried and laughed during the film. I was able to see Michael as I haven't seen him before.
It is worth to watch!

I haven't had any chance to see Michael live, but because of the film I can imagine as it would have been.
But unfortunately I can't make these experience anymore.
And it makes sad day by day, when I think about the death of this wonderful human being!

I miss him. I will always love him and his music!
R.I.P. Michael!
I love you!
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I just want to say THANK YOU from the bottom of my heart!
I know you guys only for one year, but it was one of my best years since today. ^^

Thank you for the last year full of joy and happiness. Because of you I could laugh so much!
Thank you for your wonderful music and doramas. Because of that I could forget my harsh life for some hours!
Thank you for your wonderful shows and concerts. I haven't been at any of them, but I have the feeling I know you better because of this shows. That makes me feel we are friends.

Thank you for your your existence!!! You make my live brighter and more funnier.

I hope you guys will be there for many more years. Please continue with all that and make me happy!


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1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, etc)
2. Put it on shuffle
3. Press play
4. For every entry, type the song that's playing
5. When you go to a new question, press the next button
6. Don't lie and try to pretend you’re cool

1. How does the world see me?:
SMAP - Dear Woman (very interesting XD)

2. Will I have a happy life?:
Plastic Tree - Slide (how should I take this? o.O)

3. What do my friends really think of me?:
Plastic Tree - Fuiyunbutsu (I have no ides what it means *lol*)

4. Do people secretly lust after me?:
Arashi - WOW!! (It must be many people @.@)

5. How can I make myself happy?:
Kagrra, - Togenkyou

6. What should I do with my life?:
Arashi - Take me faraway (Japan please ^^)

7. Will I ever have children?:
HYDE - Unexpected (surprise, surprise XD)

8. What is some good advice for me?:
Kanjani8 - Wahhahha

9. How will I be remembered?:
T.M.Revolution - Hesojokujo -Venus-

10. What is my signature dancing song?:
PIERROT - Answer

11. What do I think my current theme song is?:
Mix Speakers's. Inc - Crash Clover

12. What does everyone else think my current theme song is?:
Ziggy - I for You

13. What song will play at my funeral?:
Arashi - Kaze no mukou e

14a. What type of men do you like?:
Miyavi - Senor, Senora, Senorita

14b. What type of women do you like?:
Pierrot - Mother (XDDDD)

15. What is my day going to be like?:
The Gazette - Cockroach

16. Will I ever have love again?
MUCC - Hanabi

meme ^^

Jul. 23rd, 2009 05:09 pm
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Greife das Buch, welches Dir am nächsten ist, schlage Seite 18 auf und zitiere Zeile 4.

" "Nicht vor 'Männern - vor der Ehe." " (Nora Roberts, Love Affair III)

Strecke Deinen linken Arm so weit wie möglich aus. Was hältst du in der Hand?

eine Fliegenklatsche

Was hast Du als letztes im Fernsehen gesehen?


Mit Ausnahme des Computers, was kannst du gerade hören?

meine Freundin am Telefon *gg*

Wann hast Du den letzten Schritt nach draußen getan?

heute Vormittag

Was hast Du gerade getan, bevor Du diesen Fragebogen begonnen hast?


Was hast Du gerade an?

blaue Jogginghose, weißes T-Shirt

Hast Du letzte Nacht geträumt?

keine Ahnung. Ich kann mich an nichts erinnern. ^^

Wann hast Du zum letzten Mal gelacht?

Vor 5 Minuten.

Was befindet sich an den Wänden des Raumes, in dem Du Dich gerade befindest?
viele Bilder von Gackt, Fotos von Matsujun, Pinwand, Autogramme von Plastik Tree und Runa

Hast Du kürzlich etwas Sonderbares gesehen?

Was war der letzte Film den Du gesehen hast?


Was würdest Du kaufen, wenn Du plötzlich Multimillionärin wärst?

Führerschein machen, Auto und ausgedehnte Japanreise

Sag mir etwas über Dich, was ich noch nicht wusste.


Wenn Du eine Sache auf der Welt ändern könntest, was wäre das?

Solche elenden Tyrannen, die sich Politiker nennen, abschaffen!

Tanzt Du gerne?


George Bush!

Hör mir auf mit dem. Ich hoffe, der bleibt für immer verschwunden!

Stell Dir vor, Dein erstes Kind wäre ein Mädchen. Wie würdest Du es nennen?


Und einen Jungen?


Würdest Du es in Erwägung ziehen, auszuwandern?
Ja, wenn ich weiß, dass dort alles glatt geht. ^^

Was würdest Du Gott sagen, wenn Du das Himmelstor erreichst?

Wer bist du denn? Muss man dich kennen? o.O
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Yes the new year is just one day old.
Just one day and a lot has happened.
This day was sad for me...
But one person helped me and made me smile again.

I just can hope, that nobody else has cried on this firts day of the year 2009!
Normally persons should smile and laugh.
So please enjoy the time and don't cry.


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